"I will praise the one who's chosen me, to carry you" -Selah: I will carry you
Friday, 20 September 2013
Feels like it was yesterday
I didn't expect to blog today. I didn't expect the immense pain I feel today. Two years since we said goodbye, and it feels like it was yesterday. It's hit me incredibly hard. I've been catapulted back once more into The Pit. I am absolutely distraught. I can barely type through gut wrenching sobs. The grief wave is back and it's a tsunami. I'm not even reliving it- not like I did last year,
I just miss him, completely, with my whole self.
I feel how I felt then, lost, empty, alone. Despite being surrounded by so much love, I feel absolutely alone.